how many times you have crossed my mind? i don't know. i don't even remeber the first time i started thinking about you. i just...see you. maybe at that time i just looked away and you crossed on my way. so, you just an accident? not really, i think.
you know what crazy thing? i want you so bad! call me crazy, call me silly, but yes, i want you. i think i don't love you, at least for this time. but i want you to be mine. not this time, maybel later. and i know that we can't be together now. i just know it, without knowing the reasons is. just my feeling, i guess. i want you and i are together later, forever.
what? did i just said 'forever'? what's wrong with me? am i falling in love? no. i don't even feel my heart beats everytime i see him or think about him. there's no butterfly on my stomach when i talk to him. i just feel ordinary feeling with him. i'm not falling in love. a absolutely positive about it.
but, i want you so bad...
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