in a silence for days

it started four days ago. it was a little stuff; not the important one, i guess. i just mad at her and like a silly girl, i turned off the phone. for about two days she didn't call me and we're in a silence. no talking on the phone but only a short text message.

i thought it was finished. last night i missed her calls because i'm at a great meeting for two days. so today i called her first but she missed my call. two hours later, she called me. at the beginning, it was not bad at all. but then i started mad when she said that words. okay, she was just asking, but it was really set fire in mine. it was the problem, the stuff four days ago!

she turned off the phone. i made a call then found that she was crying. guess what. we're debating. she turned off her phone again. okay, this is not the first time we had an argument but maybe this is rhe first time we're in a silence for days when i'm here. 

five minutes later she sent me a text message, then we're in cold text message. this is really the first time!

"okay, thank you, then."

"for what?"

"for your argument that you can handle your life alone."

i just don't like being threated like i'm a baby. oh my, i'm almost 19 years old. i'm a college student and live in different city with my parents. why they don't believe me and why they don't listen to me? i just love doing what my mind told me. i want to manage it by myself. i want they just listen and give advies, not controlling mylife!

well. what i've just explained to you at the last paragraf is not the "small stuff" i told in first paragraph. but the "small stuff" is a kind of "her unbelieve thought"! wanna know what the small stuff? no, i think i won't tell you. but the clue is MONEY. it is a disaster and it makes a daughter and a mother in a silence for days...

and i think i need chocolate right now....