own

you don't own anything
you just borrow it somewhere
don't hold it too tight
if it means for you, it will stay
if not, it will disappeared

don't be so hard on yourself

long time ago,
some guy told me this
no, no
he quoted it from somewhere

"Jika mereka menyukaimu, itu bagus;
Jika mereka tidak menyukaimu, itu masalah bagi mereka."

we live for being happy, spreading happiness
trying to make people happier
but we can't please them all
because there are so many people
with different characters and preferences

so
don't be so hard on yourself

kemenangan

mengapa takut?
padahal Tuhan-mu telah menyiapkan
kemenangan di depanmu
mengaa lelah?
padahal Tuhan-mu selalu berkata
kamu telah dekat dengan kemenangan
mengapa ragu?
padahal Tuhan-mu tidak pernah ragu
memberikanmu kemenangan

mistaken

i saw you
yes, i saw you
i saw you glanced at her
looking at her
not me
i am glad that today
i changed my point of view
because otherwise
i would never know
but, really?
or did my eyes make a mistake?

i am her

did you realize
that i am her?

emptiness

did you notice
that emptiness you saw?
did you feel empty?
or it didn't affect you?

it never ends

people have desire
people want something
they don't have
after they get it
they want more
more more more
it never ends

another

another day
another time
another guy
another one
but it is the same love

empty

empty
then it's not
i don't know what i am looking for
but
it is something
that i've been longing for

electrical charges

again
but this time
it's neutral
is it because of
our electrical charges are different
or
there is no charges
from the beginning?

one or two

eyes meet eyes
denies with denies
will one become two
or just continue like
the way it is
but
which one is the one?